The starting point of all achievement is desire-Napoleon Hill

I'm lost in a daze 

I know not what is real or what is not?

My grip on reality loosened

Too much, so much

And now I feel the nothingness slowly engulfing me

The curtain between fantasy and reality ripped

Where one ends and the other begins, I do not know

Not anymore

Do I sound? Do I remain?

Do I simply hope it all works out on its own?

No, I'm too far gone 

Too broken 

There's really no coming back from this

I'm stuck here, lost in the nothingness infinity times infinity